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Tue Jul 14, 2009, 11:40 PM

_{soo, i kinda wanted to get that old journal entry off my page, 'cos honestly, it's been a while since then and i'm already registered and anxious about classes.

like i don't even know what's up with this year, but senior year has been the weirdest time ever for me. like i look back and i think of what i was like fall of 08 and what i'm like right now, i feel like i've aged a lifetime. then again, it just might be the mood. i'm so out of it. like what the hell, the tables flip on you, you feel like you're about to do something seriously drastic that would change things forever, and then they flip again and you're left out in the dark.

and you look back and you're like: what the hell am i supposed to take from that experience into my future?

i've got job shadowing going on with one of the top neurologists in Seattle which has proved to be a veryveryvery rewarding experience. i feel so much better when i come back each time i visit, and i look forward to the journey that will get me to be there. i look at those doctors and how they go about their day and their work and it just. . . feels so right.

turns out, if i don't want to spend more than four years in uni, there's no way i can double degree in Art and Biology and complete pre-med requirements at the same time. both degrees have labs/studio times on top of the lectures, making it hard to schedule, not to mention the additional requirements that pre-med will make me do, ughh. it's so disappointing and i feel as though i don't want to major in biology. i kinda wanna go with art and run with it. issue is (though very unlikely) if med school fails, i'll have some dinky art degree. what am i gunna do with that? might as well major in neurobiology and then i can go into research or something afterwards if med school fails. . . life.

other than that, i've noticed--and i'm not saying this lightheartedly--that i have a shopping addiction. i spent $150 today on two shirts, panties, and Vince Camuto shoes, which btw, are superduper cute and badassss. today. let's not talk about what a week is like for me. i've spent in the four digits now.

i wish i had a job, ugh. then i could shop more, hahaha.

i've got to start seriously working on aki-con stuff. this is ridiculous; i'm not even done with the sasunaru print. i should just go commit artistic suicide and call it a day. i honestly just feel like writing as of late, and specifically about nadi & azize. i love those two, they break my heart. i'm going to need to start hunting for commissions C:
too bad i developed a shopping addiction on subeta, too, rofl
just shoot me now XD

i need to buy accessories.

oh,
andandand gotta save the date
nov 27th <3
rann & krammykins anni

approximately 40 days before i move out. woo.}

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Mood: Wow!
Listening to: rolling stones
Reading: dreams from my father by obama [UW common book]
Watching: nothing, it's broken. i hate digital tv, ugh.
Playing: nothing.
Eating: nothing.
Drinking: dasani. the only bottled water that tastes DELISH.

OMFG IN YOUR FACE

Thu Feb 19, 2009, 12:39 AM

I JUST GOT ACCEPTED TO UW.
OMG I AM SO HAPPY
IT'S ALMOST ONE AM
OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMSLJDSKLJSKSS
I AM SHAAAAAAKING UGGGGH UGHGHGHG
YANI YOU HAVE TO GET ACCEPTED OR I WILL HURT YOU.
EEEEEEEEEEE
I'M GOING TO BE A HUSKY NEXT YEAR! 8D

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Mood: Wow!
Listening to: SMILE - lilly allen
Reading: the stranger - albert camus
Watching: history channel
Eating: cereal
Drinking: coke

because i need a life D:

Sun Dec 21, 2008, 12:18 AM

_{STOLEN FROM BRITTERS

1. What is your character's name?
Nadira
Azize
Marsalis

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Nadi: I'm guessing you're asking for the meaning? In that case, it means scarce or precious, BECAUSE I'M SO AWESOME ;]

Azize: Highly esteemed. Oh, you meant my real name? Its latin origin means great or magnificent.

Marsalis: It means 'warlike.' Suppose it suits me.

3. How old is he/she?
Nadi: 20 ;D

Azize: Liar. You're 24, quit lying about your age.

Nadi: >8[ YOU NEVER LET ME HAVE FUN. YOU'RE 26 YEARS OLD, SO YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND ;___;

Marsalis: o___o *stares at Nadi and Azize* . . . Oh! Right. Thirty--no worries, I age handsomely ;D

4. What is your character's race/species?
Nadi: SUCCUBUS. >D

Azize: *facepalm @ nadi's response* Human.

Nadi: Although I'm not so sure about you sometimes >___> *pokes reptilian-like Azize*

Marsalis: Italian-Slavic. XD

5. Does she/he/it have a crush?
Nadi: Hah. Lots >83

Azize: No.

Marsalis: No o___O; That's for grade schoolers.

Nadi: HEY! DB

6. Do she/he/it they have many friends?
Nadi: Everyone's my friend ^____^~ Bandel is my bestest friend ever

Azize: I've got all the people I need in my life already.

Marsalis: It's not part of my profession.

7. What planet is your character from?
Nadi: . . . Earth? =O

Azize: What kind of question is this? Earth.

Marsalis: *laughs* Earth, where else?

8. Does your character like to eat?
Nadi: These curves are not for nothing >D

Azize: It has to be made a certain way and on my schedule. :I

Marsalis: *laughs* Oh yes. I love my Italian and Slavic food. :]

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Nadi: KOI FISH--oh uh, I mean, sushi 8D

Azize: Anything healthy and nutritional~

Marsalis: Baklava!

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Nadi: I--

Azize: >___> Don't even go there, Nadi.

Nadi: But I was going to say I like frappucinos :3

Marsalis: Mineral water; Perrier :]

11. Is your character annoying?
Nadi: NEVER D8

Azize: >___> I don't know about that, Nadi. I don't bother anyone to get to that point. I find that I'm usually the annoyed one.

Marsalis: Of course not ;D

12. Do your characters have children? Do they plan on having any?
Nadi: o__o Yes. Bandel, and Azize. And no, I've got my hands full. . . maybe adoption 8D

Azize: *hits her over the head* Wtf D<

Nadi: Just kidding <3 Iluuuu~

Marsalis: Aramis, from a previous marriage. And I don't plan on having more. XD

13. Is your character loved?
Nadi: Yes, I love everyone

Azize: *snort* Ask Nadi.

Marsalis: By one and all ;DD

14. Is your character hated?
Nadi: ;____; BY WHOM? Who could possibly hate me?

Azize: *snickers* How about the women whose love lives you've crushed? XD

Nadi: But I don't hate them D:

Marsalis: Sure *shrugs* Hated by whole countries, in fact. It's called being a Field Operations Officer XD

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Nadi: Azize is *snickers*

Azize: AM NOT. e___e

Marsalis: I think I'm somewhat behind the times D: What is an emu?

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Nadi: I love everyone :3

Azize: Straight. Mhm. n______________n

Nadi: *whisper* is so not.

Marsalis: Straight. Who needs more testosterone? XD

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Nadi: If that'll get me in your pants, sure 8D

Azize: No.

Marsalis: *points at Aramis* o___o I think that's enough proof I'm not.

18. Name 3 hobbies:
Nadi: Um. Seth, getting up to some shenanigans with Bandel, and traveling 8D

Azize: Nadi, those aren't hobbies >___> As for mine; writing, reading, and listening to classical music.

Marsalis: Sketching, spending time with Aramis, and cooking.

19. Is your character normal?
Nadi: Hmmm 8]

Azize: No, Nadi's not.

Nadi: Hey *maulcuddlesAzize* Normal's boring anyway

Marsalis: For the most part XD

20. Is your character attractive?
Nadi: Yes ;3

Azize: Of course.

Marsalis: *chuckles* Sure.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Nadi: Depends on the emotion, I suppose~ I don't like the complicated ones :[

Azize: Pfft. Who needs emotions?

Marsalis: When you're faced with life or death situations, dear, you realize that a lot of those trivial emotions don't concern you. The only thing in this world that matters is my son.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Nadi: *blinkyblink* o__o Like Role Playing in the bedroom?

Azize: *headdesk at Nadi's response*

Marsalis: Oh yes. I've been Hans Schneider from Germany, Dmitri Petrov from Russia, Alessandro Montufar from Spain, and the list goes on :]

23. Does your character overreact?
Nadi: As in get over-excited? XD

Azize: Not at all. I keep it cool B]

Marsalis: Never.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Nadi: Well, once I stole this stick of gum-- BUT I RETURNED IT D8 Although, sometimes when I'm bored I've thought of robbing the bank just for the thrill, shhhh.

Azize: Hah, no. I've got everything I need.

Marsalis: I suppose it depends on which side you stand on.

25. Does your character go to school?
Nadi: Hah, no. Never got to go to college. Did my qualification program for wedding planners, but that's about the latest.

Azize: Yes, in my second year of med school.

Marsalis: Finished my bachelor's degree in International Business and went into the CIA :]

26. What's his/her IQ?
Nadi: I never took those tests D: Seems like a waste of time.

Azize: Ahh. Can't remember what I got exactly, but around 140-ish?

Marsalis: 190.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Nadi: I GOT LOVE, LOVE BABY, I GOT LOVE DISEASEEEE~~

Azize: No. I don't have a disease.

Nadi: WENT TO A DOCTOR, HE DIDN'T KNOW A CURE~~ BUT I KNOW I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S FOR SURE

Marsalis: No. Perfect health ;]

28. Is your character dead?
Nadi: Noooo :3 I think Azize is, though, I can barely hear his heart and he's always soooo cold. Barely got any blood in there to keep me warm at night D8<

Azize: Nadi. . . *exasperated sigh* Might as well be.

Marsalis: Surprisingly, no. XD

29. Does your character have a family?
Nadi: I've got all the people I love and they're my family

Azize: Yes. Renoir and I were adopted, so we've got a full set there from both sides.

Marsalis: Ah yes. My mother watches Aramis when I'm not at home. The old man's dead, and his side's not my kind of people But then there's Aurélie's (ex-wife) side.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Nadi: Yeah, but you can't dwell on the past. Move on to the future n__n

Azize: Nothing I would like to talk about.

Nadi: Azize had a tragic car accident that almost left him paralyzed for life .____.

Marsalis: Nothing I can talk about ;]

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
Nadi: I always have a great time :] I love my visits with Bandel and all my travels <3

Azize: Nadi's senior year of high school. (the year before the accident)

Marsalis: Since Aramis was born pretty much.

32. Something your character likes in the sex of their preference?
Nadi: Apparently I like kinda red but kinda brown but mostly brown -haired guys with muscles that feel annoyed by my presence but then have these cute little moments in cruise ship bedrooms :3

Azize: Being attractive and tolerable.

Marsalis: A great smile and humor ;]

33. Is your character single?
Nadi: Gotta keep my options open! BD

Azize: Yes. And no, I'm definitely not interested.

Marsalis: Mhmm ;]

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Nadi: Huh? You mean like reaaaaal relationships? I mean, I was engaged to Rushton but commitment? Not my thing. XD

Azize: My only real relationship was with a certain purple-haired girl

Marsalis: I suppose, what with Aurélie and the product of that relationship. XD

35. Does he/she have an element?
Nadi: >___< Elements? Like for weddings?

Azize: Element. T___T wtf.

Marsalis: No. o__o Whatever that may be.

36. Do you roleplay your character?
Nadi: Not enough D8 I want my sexy time pleaaasseee.

Azize: Make. her. stop.

Marsalis: Unfortunately, I still haven't been released into the world ;__; I want my crazy adventures and pretty ladies.

37. Do you write about your character?
Nadi: Of course she does ;D

Azize: She doesn't love me as much. I don't need her. Pfft.

Marsalis: We'll see. ;]

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Nadi: Nooo <3

Azize: Short fuse, short fuse.

Marsalis: Now that would be awfully inconvenient for my profession and as a father of a mischievous son. XD

39. Does your character get depressed?
Nadi: Everyone gets depressed sometimes :]

Azize: No. I'm perfectly fine and content with my life. (Liar, has lots of mental and emotional issues)

Marsalis: Nothing serious.

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Nadi: . . . koi. XD But I love all animals <3

Azize: Purple haired girls called Nadira :3

Nadi: Awww <3 *cuddles*

Marsalis: Humans; the most lethal predator.

41. Does your character have any fears?
Nadi: The usual, y'know: oceans, heights, spiders, things that could hurt Bandel, mismatching cherry blossom pink serviettes with flamingo pink D8 Y'know, the usual.

Azize: I'm not scared of anything >\ (Liar, he's wary of cars and losing Nadi)

Marsalis: My only fears surround Aramis x]

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Nadi: Attractive people, sweets, and Bandel XD

Azize: None. At. All.

Nadi: Azize, I think you're a compulsive liar o___o

Marsalis: None.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Nadi: Parents with a loving, comfortable home. c:

Azize: No one. I don't need to look up to anyone.

Marsalis: My parents and how they've managed to raise my siblings and I. :]

44. Does your character like music?
Nadi: Oh yes >D *shakes her booty*

Azize: Only classical

Nadi: LIAR, YOU LIKE MICH--

Azize: STFU NADI D8<

Marsalis: I like the older stuff that I grew up with; Van Halen, U2, Sex Pistols, Bijelo Dugme.

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
Nadi: Stuff I can grind to *giggles* Middle Eastern music, too, for belly dancing ;3

Azize: Stuff that relaxes me, like Mozart and Tchaikovsky and Bach and Beethoven. . . Hmm. . .

Marsalis: Rock!

46. Is he/she impatient?
Nadi: Sadly, yes. u___u I can't contain myself about some things.

Azize: I suppose. But there has to be a point where your patience runs out so that you push for things to happen.

Marsalis: Patience is a virtue, and I've got it

47. What's something funny about your character?
Nadi: *furrows brows, thinking* I'm not quite sure. I guess I have my funny blonde moments, but that's about it.

Azize: I don't do funny.

Nadi: Liar! He's OCD with his food and hygiene, is irrational about things, and likes to baby talk to my puppy D8<

Marsalis: *smiles, lopsidedly* I'm not quite sure about that one. Humor is subjective, isn't it?

48. Name 5 nicknames
Nadi: Um. Nadi, Nadi-kins, Pumpkin, and Crazy-Succubi-Purple-Haired-Harpy-Lady (compliments of Seth 8D). I don't have five i___i quick, make up nicknames! *attempts to cheat off of Azize's answers*

Azize: Azzy, Az, Azzy-kins. . . I don't know e___e

Nadi: *blinks at his answers* Well now, what kind of answers are those? Those don't work for me D8 Dammit.

Marsalis: Mars? Sal? Whatever suits you ;]

49. If you could be a song, which song would you be?
Nadi: I'M IN HEAVEN WHEN YOU KISS ME >3< c'mere Sethyyyy <3

Azize: The World Has It's Shine (But I Would Drop it on a Dime for You)

Marsalis: Viva la Vida~

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
Nadi: This was fun ^___^ Let's do moreee!

Azize: What a waste of time o__o

Marsalis: Hmm, what to make for dinner tonight. . .}

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Mood: Suggestive
Listening to: Paralyzed --- Rock Kills Kid

OM NOM NOM NOM

Sat Nov 29, 2008, 1:26 PM

_{college apps are kicking my butt :[
i only want to go to the UW, but i have to apply to other schools just in case e__e i think i have a pretty good chance though. if they don't accept me, i really don't understand who they're looking for.

also.
i will most likely spam my account with chibis, nadi and seth, and azize art.
poor, poor harumi and ren. they never get loved XD}

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